will i ever be the same a kid running around the grass playing games run around houses for hours on end, will i feel the same the powers that be, make us grow up with age seems so long ago old photos make my tears flow wash away, moved on you must have known i wanted the stans you gave them to me for free i never had a plan ive just tried to grab opportunity with both hands try and do what i can to make the spokes turn hope yearning for the change mulis the name just trying to make the most of it days weeks hours spent, trying to learn to make all of these sonics weep wish to move forward but theres obstacles in front of me go over the top i used to pop more ollies i sort of stopped talk to me, went to catch up then go stroll hoping, that one day ill be complete always went for stroll on pavement down the street always stopped to talk then walk on with the beat doing all i can to avoid the forces underneath doing all i can to avoid the forces underneath doing all i can to make the choices that i need doing all i can to find the voice that i should heed doing all i can to find the words to go with beats wish to harvest many crops but dont have wisdom with the seeds feel im grieving at the cost is it for freedom that im free is it for freedom that im free is it for freedom that im lost feel the feelings almost gone but i know the presence is real is this the way i should feel freewheeling on my ones wish i had the power to alievate these problems wish i had ability to sort out all the wrongs now im lost out in the woods still im looking for breadcrumbs always i will look the attitude is in my heart i hope that is enough

whats the best thing for me 2do right now should i go and speak to you when im hating me right now can you reach the void in me before i fill it up myself before i cram it in my chest before i do this stuff myself got to many obstacles that i cannot circumvent donno what kind of outcome was i really expecting whats the best thing for me to do right now feel ill probably run from you cos im hating me right now do you even hear my voice do u even feel my doubt in the caverns of my brain different things they spin around so many different things i never want to see written down any different kinds of pain feel they make me scream and shout still i see the hope in you still i know that hope is found see a light in the sky watched it piercing through the clouds whats the worst thing for me to do right now feel ill probably run from you cos im hating me right now feel my feet on cobble stones and theyre skidding running round on the floor, all 4s, feel running out of breath need to pause lost dog ran away from home i just really wana change maybe call u on the phone condensation from my breath feel it hover in the air i stare into the distance, i cant help but wonder where where i am. will i be found?

i care about the fall
 feel its so frustrating complacent jus staring at the wall
 different complication in life makes muli who he is
 know your never alone 
only way i can do this, its not a coin toss
 its not a coin toss, lost in the moment
 feel i chose wrong, stray lost dog
 always chasing the high
 feel it only ever last for a while 
i leave the pain in the past now im wearing a smile leave the past in the dust fly round the corner
 through the rough and the smooth gonna discover green pasture
 until the tomb through the rough and the smooth 
give me a break feel i wish to break through
 trying to see you, through all the smoke fumes 
behold you, good decisions isnt what you want to do shed light on the problem cant be seen without light
 cant be seen in the dark 
open door of a car 
almost hit me, was unexpected 
but if the light shine on me, then it would have saved it
 other people knowing can save a life
 then soon you'll be doing better , glowing
 people telling you your doing well 
let the light in
 know your doing well shedding light on a situation might mean shedding a tear but thats better than losing this life 
cant afford too. its too valuable to lose
 one day you can see beyond whats in front of you
 beyond the smoke and the fume
 beyond the smoke and fume
 beyond the dark and the shame
 beyond the dark that we do, shed light on the fumes
 light in a dark room helps to brighten the view
 soon tears shimmer like glitter, glitter in the fumes
 soon tears shimmer like glitter, glittering like gold 
your bold.
flicker of light, like a flicker left of hope 
like a candle in the wind
 like a candle left of hope
 you never snuff it out. you never snuff me out
 you wont break, wont break me or take me out
 one day your gonna see it, the bruise will shine
 i wasnt taken out, even at the cusp of my breaking point, u never took these points away 
cos theres no scoreboard in the first place
its never about first place 
but i wish in this life i had the right thirst
 for good not bad i couldnt even spare 10 minutes with you dog 
lost muli in the cold 
i couldnt even spare 10 minutes with you dog
 lost muli in the cold in the fog
 i couldnt even spare 10 minutes with you dog
 lost muli in the cold in the fog in the smoke
 but
 halos in the smoke 
lost muli lost dog 
still gravitates towards it i just spent 10 minutes with you dog 
and i feel its changed it all
 i just spent another 10 minutes with you dog
 feel like its changed it all 
i went and spent 10 minutes with you dog
 feel likes its changed it all changes all changes it all
 u see the small wins in my heart and u know that im giving it my all.

i cant half step round the obstacle bringing problems i wont sidestep got to face the problem (x2) i left it and it was my choice do i regret it no, but do i forget you, no only mention to my heart that i need to protect you at the cost of everything and sometimes one tune it means everything keeps me from departing this world from departing from myself hope i can still see these songs in the heavenlies i never wanted jealosy got lost to refrence see cry tears out my eyes till theyre empty ride on i will fly, till they take my wings that will make me an amputee only amplify, marshall spark , mini one from my brother played the squier blue partical sky what a moment to admire words sung by the choir of one man muli new tires like michelin man roll down the street cant catch up with me fam you cant half step round me whisper in my being whisper in my heart went off to the shops bought a wispa bar sitting in the park wipe the frown away wiped away my tears blue fleece on had it on for years sip a couple beers trying to accept the way it is all the way life moves dono what to choose dreams of being with you. i wish that you were you hard to choose dono what to choose dreams of being with you got to move moving on from you. got these new shoes moving on the dew see the light on it makes me want to stay alive for you and move forward even ifts not a stride, i will move forward even if nots a stide. trying to stay alive. trying to stay alive. tryna stay alive for you. only wana go in a straight line and not round in circles. i cant half step round the obstacle bringing problems i wont sidestep got to face the problem i cant half step round the obstacle bringing problems i wont sidestep

i cant half step round the obstcale bringing problems i cant half step but the obstacle bringing problems is from the past sometimes feel like its in the present cant half step cant half step round the obstcale bringing problems i cant half step but the obstacle bringing problems is from the past sometimes feel like its in the present cant half step feeling like ill never be found do i need to find myself or do i need to be found by someone else can someone answer this question cos i cant find this answer myself. maybe i used to know it and then i forgot all the knowledge that i had, is it all but forgotten or is it a tiny little wick tiny glow in the dark, like the end of a fag, pour gasoline on it like anniseed lost in time mustard seed sowed to the concrete roads and the pavement dust settles over made the same mistakes go over and over grip tape with the P!Push on the paves punching the road like range rover surely life is more than just clutching on to 4leaf clovers feel were stuck in the middle where its always a lot ---- feel good cos i know what i hopes are wish to fly higher feel bad all the times i talked over watching joyce meyer getting the words is when i feel at home its call i can really do and rip road with the conical tyre up to my waist now my neck in the mire im deer in the headlights fear of the floodlights feel fear of the foglights, i see a figure eclipse over i recognise your outline. your hand feels familiar. your voice is one ive known before when i was nearer. you make everything clearer feel my legs getting looser. you wipe away my tears. feel my legs getting looser. you wipe away my tears. u wiped away my fears you brush away the pains of yesterday cos better day awaits. i cant half step round the obstcale bringing problems i cant half step i cant half step round the obstcale bringing problems i cant half (you wipe away my tears) i cant half step round the obstcale bringing problems i cant half step i cant half step round the obstcale bringing problems i cant half step

supposed to be in bed by like half past 10 now i cant sleep so im on ableton thinking about this life and this times that ive spent thinking bout the money that i never should have spent thinking all the times that i should have spent with you thinking all the misses that ive made missed the mark thinking bout the craft mr muli with the bars sitting on my bed and i used to play guitar thinking about the lyrics share the lyrics share the craft sipping all the craft being down the pub with friends staring into distance thinking with i ever i work hard rest when im depleted trying to be an honest john love drinking all the ipas thats a propper job i know in my life that ive never done nothing wrong impossible. is there something more beyond, i feel there has to be. singing songs spinning on the grass with us holding hands flipping boards ,matthew on the board im just sharing the discourse i feel thats what raps is really for share the story cracked code like mastermind i made mountains out of molehills went home then back out i ride between the potholes on the way back to bevendean on the ridgeback still seeking the difference between the sprout and the bean threw seeds, feel muli still dreams i hope nothing is a waste of time. maybe its down to the way u see it had to write the words down i remember playing curby that was before i tried to skate on the curbs and that was before i tried to polish the verbs, these doing words only ever want these words to be heard sat at the corner of church hope my spirit doesnt need a coroner. hope corona is no more no taste need more hops skips jumps pop packet of skips n bop on the bus on a window seat feel im hoping not to rush was never given a royal flush just trying to cherish the cards i do got what they may have been, what they may have been or, what they will become in the next season i donno what ill be given and thats ok just trying to see the one that is consistant freely given, feel you gave yourself. gave yourself so i let go of mine let go of mine have u been there with me this whole time, feel im sat next to a goldmine feel im next to a gold mine, or next to a spring well

so crofters n frosties my posture is lofty 6tyskies inside me makes my knees all wobbly and im sorry i do apologise i still feel like im still trapped in this prison the end of my rope can someone out there give me some hope life like the hedgehog im tryna stop look listen to these lyrics i wrote and pay attention eq compression on the, melodies like merry melodies on the ,vhs memories heavenly now this innocence and bliss is all in jeopardy the greed and the jealosy it freed any demons that was fed but ! still the sunshine spreads amongst the clouds and the thorns in the side of every rose still every time never mind should have tried another time, i could have tried to sleep cry tears from the lullaby, crocodile wish i could go back in time and make all the wrong things right just know im trying just know that im trying cos in the times when u stressed out u say stuff you dont mean what is it, an honesty, a convoluted honesty most probably im watching my past, like its a movie like watching johnny english acting funny used to skate around and plant beans maybe soon ill go buy a tweed jacket, white shirt and red tie acting like a child thats what we all do sometimes and i cant deny 24 year old soul , with these butterflies my stomach cries, no complys no good at goodbyes no comply , fakie ollie time in summer time my wranglers and vans, always wanted adidas with the stans i feel i want to stand tall stand still feel im at a standstill brick wall, getting out of bed is a standstill bad vibe pollution from the landfill in my mind its like as long as i live i can never get this right but i know that you did it right ,did it right and you will always do it right, do it right. and you will always do it right.

you told me not to write myself off you told me not to write myself off felt at peace been writing a lot spent past year fighting a lot feiyues on the MUGA pelt left foot shot muli tryna put the best foot forward feel peace and reassurance is what we want to be honest cant ever forget what i was taught short shift , went home, walking a lot didnt think she was very impressed with me think about this life do whats best for me tryna do whats best for me trying to see the best of you, trying to be shrewd know everything is borrowed and ive only got few spend a moment in the sorrow feel i probably will got pennies in my pocket know ive only got few now im lost out in the forest and im looking for clues now im lost out in a warren but i made it myself feel i dunno what im doing in the middle of tunnel feel im caught up in a muddle dunno if ill make it through but u told me not to worry even when im confused and u told me not to worry even when i feel doomed feel i dont know why you love me when i have nothing to prove in love with both things dont know how to choose feel i made my decision now im wearing the bruise muli dont wana move always singing the blues now im feelin all ashamed just stare at my shoes get my board go down the hill go for a cruise and i stare into the sky i feel you know what you're doing. i stare into the sky i feel i know what you're doing. ---- thank you for saying to me you are enough ive always written this stuff done lots of things i never will swap but at least now i feel i know what i want. (x3) at least now feel i know what i want at least now i feel i know what i want done so much stuff but i never would swap at least now i feel i know what i want at least now i feel i know what i want at least now ! at least now i know that all is not lost. at least now i know that all is not lost.